My Year Of LIFE

Dear World Changers,

Are there any acoustic music lovers out there? If I’m honest, I love acoustic sets. It takes away all the extras and allows the words to be so real, raw, and at the forefront. Confession: learning the acoustic guitar is still on my bucket list – a list that only seems to get longer each year lol … Anyways, it was not too long ago that the song “Reckless Love” by Cory Asbury came out. I’m sure most of you have heard it. And if you haven’t…


stop reading this,


go listen,


and them come back.


But actually.


Did you?


Now, it was during the 2017 Christmas season that Cory released an acoustic version of this song and well, let’s just say, it was a MERRY Christmas to me! It’s been on R-E-P-E-A-T-T-T-T-T. (I won’t confess how many times!) As a whole, it is such a powerful song and has such a powerful message, but I want to point out a few specific lines.

At the very beginning of the song it says:


Before I spoke a word, You were singing over me

You have been so, so good to me

Before I took a breath, You breathed Your life in me

You have been so, so kind to me


I don’t know about you but those lines speak VOLUMES to me. Before we were even thought of THE GOD OF THE UNIVERSE was singing over us. Think about that for a second. God knew you’d be where you are now, even before you were born where you were, and then came to where you are at. You may need to reread that; what a confusing, crazy and yet also peace giving thought. Then, while you were in your mom (yes, at one point you were in your mom, for NINE months I might add – wow, shout outs to my Mama), HE was the one who formed you from the start AND gave you LIFE. Those breaths you breathed today, all thanks to Him – have you ever heard the quote: if you’re still breathing, then God still has a purpose for you? It’s true. Despite what you may think.

The specific word here that I really want to point out is: LIFE.

How God breathed His LIFE into us.


Ahhh, what a word.


As the days were passing by this December I was really praying into where God was taking my 2018 – praying into the word that He may have for it. Something that I have been in the habit of doing for many years now. At first, the word didn’t seem quite clear and I wasn’t certain on the direction, until I came across this verse one day and couldn’t shake it; it reads:

18 Against all hope, Abraham in hope believed and so became the father of many nations, just as it had been said to him, “So shall your offspring be.” 19 Without weakening in his faith, he faced the fact that his body was as good as dead—since he was about a hundred years old—and that Sarah’s womb was also dead. 20 Yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God21 being fully persuaded that God had power to do what he had promised.” (Romans 4:18-21)


Now, you may wonder where I am going with this, but bear with me.


Here in Romans 4 it talks about Abraham and Sarah. It talks about their “dead” situation. You see, God had promised that Abraham WOULD be the Father of many nations. One problem: him and Sarah were old and at a point where all seemed at a loss to have a child. Aka, they were past the point of having kids. Their situation truly seemed life-LESS. How could Abraham be the Father of many nations with no kids of his own? Yet, Abraham and Sarah remained faithful AND trusted in God’s faithfulness, and guess what? God brought LIFE to their dead situation. They became pregnant and had a son! As I read through the verses above I couldn’t help but feel a jump in my own spirit – how we often think our situations are dead and then God’s like: “think again, I gotchu!” God showed up for Abraham and Sarah and did the unimaginable. He literally did a 180. So what makes us, as 21st century humanity, think that God can’t do that today? The God who showed up for Abe and Sarah is in fact the SAME God of today. Do you believe that?

You see, He IS the God of LIFE. He’s the God of victory. He’s the God who brings dead situations to life and brings HOPE to the hopeless. He shows up in the mundane. He loves on the unlikely. His love seeps so deep no human words could fathom or articulate. He’s perfectly, perfect and undeniably, unbeatable. When all seems gone, He’s there. When all seems lost, His presence is ever present. He’s peace, joy, hope, and LIFE.

So yes, LIFE. It’s the word I’m declaring and praying over my 2018. I’m not sure the form it may come in, probably not a baby for me ;), but it’s a promise of my own. That God would bring LIFE over situations in my own life that have seemed dead, without hope. That I would cling to HIM – the one who gives HOPE and brings the miraculous like He did for Abraham and Sarah. And perhaps He has new journeys, new promises, new seeds for me to plant this year. Whatever the case, LIFE.

I challenge you to pray over your 2018 if you haven’t already. To pray over what God may have for you or for what He wants you to start declaring over your life for this 2018. Or maybe you already have a word for 2018, and if that’s the case, I still challenge you. I challenge you to look at your current life and re-kindle some faith for a situation that you may SEE as dead. Do you believe that God can bring LIFE to what seems dead? He did for Sarah and Abraham.

Remember the lyrics from Cory’s song? Do you really believe that God perfectly designed you and placed you where He did for a reason? He SO did, and if you think giving up now is going to help, that’s the exact opposite. That’s what the enemy wants you to think. Don’t lose hope. Don’t stop fighting. Keep pursuing HIM. Keep clinging to His promises and declaring LIFE over those areas of your life that seem dead. God IS a God of the miraculous and THE God of perfect timing. Trust that He does have a plan and a purpose for what you are walking through.

And, do me a favour? Choose to have an Abraham-like faith over your current situation. A faith so rooted and so deep that you can’t help but get up in the morning and praise Him again, because you KNOW He’ll be faithful.


Psalm 42:5 – “… for I shall again PRAISE HIM, my salvation and my God.”





Dear World Changer,

‘’Its time to claim your year!

2018 is yours!

Declare the word the Lord has for you!’’


All these phrases griped me just before New Year’s Eve. And so, I really began praying into 2018. Suddenly, PERSEVERANCE struck me.

Last year “to build” struck my fiancé at the time and I. Therefore 2017 became a year of new beginnings where foundations were going to be built. Now with new foundations set, we know that storms and tribulations will come. Therefore our prayer is that we will be able to stand and persevere, with God’s grace, whatever comes our way.

On a more personal note, God has shown me that I must persevere in being consistent and disciplined in different areas of my life. The first is making intentional devoted time with God in the mornings, which is hard for me to be honest as I am not the biggest morning person, just ask my husband. The second is being disciplined in my health habits. This means not eating the foods that make me sick and exercise regularly. Lastly, persevere in getting out my comfort zone to reach the goals and dreams God has placed on my heart.

Now as I lean on God’s plans I pray that through the course of this year I learn how to overcome difficulties and trials to experience the victory we have in Christ!

“Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance, perseverance character; and character hope. “

Romans 5:3-4 (NIV)



Dear World Changer,

Every year myself and the rest of the team ask God to “Name Our Year.” To give us a word, Scripture or sentence on what God has for us this year and what He wants us to focus on.

It creates this sense of expectancy. That…wow…..God really is working in my life, He really does have something for me.

Over the next few weeks, you’re going to hear from everyone on the team. First up is Jessica.


The pressure came fast, it was already over a week into January and I still hadn’t nailed down a name for my year. Oops! When it comes to naming my year, I love speaking an outflow of a heart of expectancy. What commitment do I want to make? Lord, what is it that you want to do this year?

Every time I sat down to pray, hoping for some epiphany of a name, I kept coming up blank. Literally nothing. And each time I would pray something along the lines of “God, I just want to make you my ultimate priority this year. I want you to be everything. To take all that I am and every moment that you give me and make it ALL about you. Your will be done.” Then I would close my journal hoping for some success the next day.

Perhaps you are a little quicker than I am in realizing that I was in fact declaring expectancy over 2018. *face palm*

So here I am a little late to the party BUT for me, 2018 is a year of SURRENDER. My prayer is that my plans would be an echo of His leading, my dreams would require His intervention, my flesh wouldn’t be my guide and my life would be an offering. I lay it down in exchange for whatever it may be that He has in store. I want to intentionally and consciously offer my life to Jesus, and make Him THE center of it all. The star of the show.

Throwing it back with a song that has been on repeat for me lately. It says,

I’m coming back to the heart of worship
And it’s all about you,
It’s all about you, Jesus
I’m sorry, Lord, for the thing I’ve made it
When it’s all about you,
It’s all about you, Jesus

John 3:30 – “He must become greater; I must become less”



Overcoming Lying

Dear World Changer,

Since youth got cancelled (insert crying face), here is a blog post! We’re also sending out a podcast tonight as well! So we’re doing IntenCity from Afar tonight!

This is the final post of our “Overcoming Series!!” We’re ending it off with a bang as Emily talks about lying!


I have grown up going to church my whole life. From the time I was born until I was about 10 years old, my dad was a children’s pastor. I’ve always known who God was and about how much He loved me. I’ve been to countless retreats and conferences and I’ve loved and trusted God with about everything. The thing is, I have always struggled to hear Him and really notice when it is He is talking to me. This past year has definitely been a wild season but coming into 2018, I can now see exactly what God has really taught me. But let’s start from the beginning…

January 2017. I had just come into a new year, but nothing was new. Nothing felt different because of how I had left my previous year. All I was doing was lying. Everyone who knew me saw something on the outside, but what was inside was way different. I was caught up in so many lies that it started happening on the daily. To my family, to my friends and even to my closest friend – my mom. You see, around this time I was becoming a Jr. High leader for BOOST, and honestly, that was the only thing making me feel like I was a good person. Grade 10 was so hard for me. I was doing awful in school, I was constantly slacking, I got caught up in liking a boy and my relationship with God felt like it was slowly dying, and that lead to me pushing it to the side.

I would hide every day because of the lies I was telling. I would get home from school and hide in my room all night unless I was eating dinner. I felt guilty about everything but for some reason, I felt so comfortable in the lies and I would use the excuse that ‘it was the only thing making me happy’ to make it feel okay. I would write down everything in a journal because I felt like that was the only place I could let it all out. But, for some reason, I found that God was always on my mind, even in the slightest ways.

Long story short, about half way through April my mom found my journal and she broke. I had never made her more disappointed than I did that day, and to this very day, we are still building for it. From there, I started getting in trouble a lot. For about a month I cut myself off from a lot of people and I wasn’t allowed to touch my phone because of how much it tempted me. I talked to my youth pastors and some people I really trusted and I started to feel like things were looking up again. I thought it would be a quick and easy “move on” but it really was not.

As summer came along, I was feeling a lot better about everything. I spent most of my time up at OVPC and things were feeling back on track. But from time to time I was doing things I knew I shouldn’t have been doing, and then I lied about them, once again. I started lying about my lying and it just turned into another huge mess. I knew then that I needed to turn things around, and that’s when I finally started feeling more open to God again.

In November, I had the chance to go on the leadership retreat with Woodvale. I went into that weekend expecting God to do something big – I wanted to hear him and I wanted it to happen that weekend. I was praying for a lot of things, my family, my friends, what my future was going to look like, etc. I wasn’t really thinking or praying about my past… but God clearly had other things planned for me to hear. During the second service, one of the Intencity leaders (who is also my beautiful cousin), Grace, came up to me and told me God gave her a word to share with me. She said this, “God wants you to know he forgives you. He knows how hard your year has been but he wants you to move on. You need to stop looking at the past and forgive yourself for the mistakes you’ve made. Move on.” From there I felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I literally felt the Holy Spirit wash over me with peace and it gave me hope that everything was going to be okay.

Honestly, I wish I could say things have gone perfectly since then. But I’m human, and I mess up all the time. We all do… but why should all this matter to you?

We’ve all had bad seasons in our lives. If you’ve ever felt like you can’t move on because you’re holding onto your past, if you’ve ever done things you’ve regretted, if you’ve been hanging around the wrong people but you can’t let them go, if you’ve ever gotten yourself into the biggest string of lies, I’ve been there. Girl, I know how you feel. Sometimes it’s hard to accept the fact that what we are doing is wrong, but God sees your heart. Stop trying to hide your past and keep it from the ones you love. It’s when you’re truthful and open about what’s going on, that you then can see the light at the end of the tunnel. One of the biggest things I wish I had of known going into 2017, was that you need to open up. If you bottle up your fears, your mistakes, your feelings – you’re going to burst. God so badly wants to you to look to Him, He will always forgive you.


“Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.” Hebrews 13:5




So before I sum things up, here are the 3 biggest things I’ve learned over this past year, and how you can overcome lying:


  1. When times get tough, tell someone.

When you’re stuck in a big lie it’s hard to trust people with your secrets. This year may have been super tough, but the most amazing thing came out of it for me.

During the winter youth retreat, I felt so depressed. I hadn’t told anyone about any of my secrets or about what I was going through emotionally and spiritually. I always put on the “I’m great, how bout you?!” face. All my life, I never really had a bestfriend that I could always count on. Someone who was just like me, loved me for me, had my back, someone I trusted. This was something I had been praying to have for years.

During one of the altar calls, I was at my breaking point. I needed to talk to someone, fast, but none of the people I knew there stood out enough for me to open up to. I was about to ball and I was praying so hard. As soon as I looked to my right, there was a girl standing a few feet over. I knew who she was but we weren’t really friends. My heart starting beating and God whispered to me, “Go.” I ran over to her and cried for an hour. I poured my heart out to her and she was so supportive. She was exactly what I needed and I knew God allowed that to happen for a reason.

To this day she has become my bestest friend. I’m so thankful God has put her in my life and I knew He put me in that situation for a reason. I honestly hated 2017, but becoming friends with Bronwyn (xoxo) was the highlight of my year. God really showed me that through chaos, He can make breakthrough.


  1. Look to God and He will help you.

This is something I wish I had done more. When lying became a habit for me, I didn’t turn to God like I should have. I was allowing myself to be tempted by the things of this world, and honestly it is still something I am working on. God was at the back of my mind and all I cared about was making sure no one knew anything about what I was going through.

The key is understanding that lying causes us to miss an even greater pleasure — the greatest pleasure of all. Jesus. I missed a lot of that. If I had of seeked God in the bad times, a lot of stress could have been lifted from my chest and things would have gone a lot different for me. He is always the answer.


  1. Tell the truth and it will set you free.

“And you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” John 8:32


Once I forgave myself for everything and I knew God had his hand on me, I told some of my friends my story. It feels good and it allows you to move on and start fresh. Start writing a new story for yourself.

You really know who your friends are when the truth comes out. And for me, I could tell who I really needed in my life and who I needed to distance myself from. This year was filled with way too many toxic relationships with different people, and God really showed me how I needed to handle those situations.

But seriously, take my word for it. It feels SO GOOD. Once I opened up about everything to my family and friends, I was able to look forward. I was able to set my mind on Jesus and start over. Even writing this blog has helped me overcome some of those things!




So, am I expecting you to stop lying? Do I think that if you lie about something you aren’t a good Christian? No. Neither does God. Lying is an unfortunate part of life that’s always gonna be there. Everyone lies. The choice is up to you whether you want it to be a big change in your life or not.

There is a saying I’ve been hearing a lot over the last two months and I know now God has been showing it to me to tell me that good things are coming my way:

“The best is yet to come”

I want you to know, world changer, that whatever it is you are going through, there are always people who will be there and who will listen. There is an even bigger supporter on your side and He is right there if you just take his hand. I know this now. That’s why going into 2018, I have so many goals for myself. I know it won’t be easy and yeah, I’ll still probably mess up here and there, but thankfully Jesus died for us for that very reason.

So next time you find yourself caught up in a messy fib, just remember to breathe. Take a step back and remember who you’re serving and why you’re here. Remember that the best is yet to come and that you don’t need to lie.

You were created for a time such as this. So go out there and conquer the world.

Be honest and you will flourish. Be faithful and you will grow. Be who He has called you to be and you will thrive.


Love, Emily


What I’ve Learned About Healing

Dear World Changer,

If you’re like me (Jenny), you may have struggled with what God’s heart is when it comes to healing. For years, supernatural healing (I mean, the kind that happens in a moment, often times when people pray over you and/or anoint you with oil) was a tense subject for me. You see, I was born premature with the umbilical cord wrapped around my neck. The lack of oxygen to my brain is the reason my eyes are not “normal” (I have Superior Bilateral Oblique Nerve Palsy to be exact!). I have longed and prayed for my eyes to be touched and healed, for my depth perception to come back. But after two surgeries at a young age and years of prayer, nothing has changed. Then there’s my period. When it started a few years ago, it was obvious that that wasn’t going to be “normal” either! Without going into to too much detail, I was either bleeding too much, or not at all…there never seemed to be a middle ground. And then earlier this year I got diagnosed with cancer and just finished walking the road of chemotherapy… no supernatural healing there either.

Trust me, I have felt some of my lowest lows when it comes to me grappling with the “whys” and “why nots” surrounding the lack of supernatural healing in my life. But I have also experienced breakthrough in both my perspective on my different physical situations, and recent miraculous healing for one of those areas! And that is why I am writing this post. To share my story with you, in hopes that if you too have struggled or even become bitter towards God when it comes to miraculous healing, that you will be encouraged. So here it is…

When I was first diagnosed with cancer, one of the things the doctors had to tell me about was the possibility that the chemo drugs would possibly impact my fertility and probably stop my period for the extent of treatment. When it comes to fertility, apparently the chemo I received doesn’t stop many women from being able to become pregnant, and I had heard testimonies of women who had gone through the same treatment years ago and now have multiple kids, so this is not something I was/am concerned about. However, I did experience months without my period during chemo. Because my cycle had been so wonky from the start of my “period journey”, it wasn’t something that caught me off guard, but I did ask my oncologist how long it would take for my period to be back to normal after chemo. She told me to expect three months to go by before seeing a normal cycle again. So that is why it was such a shock when, during my last chemo treatment, I started spotting! And I even experienced a regularly length period!

A few things stood out to me from this recent miraculous healing. The first is the faithfulness of the Lord. I had been on a pill to regulate my cycle for about a year, when I suddenly decided to stop taking it just before retreat last year. I believed that God was going to heal my cycle, and the only way I would be able to tell was to stop the pill, and see if my body would function properly without it. And I had a regular period after retreat! Although I didn’t between March 2017 and the end of October I clung to the knowledge that the Lord had started a good work in me and would see it to completion. And I choose to believe now (even though I am waiting to experience my next cycle) that my period is indeed fully healed. The second thing that stood out to me is that the Lord is so kind and encouraging even after we have been bitter or cold towards Him. I had wondered why He hadn’t healed me years ago when my period first started being abnormal. I had been angry with Him before and during chemo about why I wasn’t miraculously healed, why I had to walk through treatment. And yet, He allowed my period to start and be regular on the last day of treatment. The last day of a treatment that had the potential to steal much more from me than my hair and my period. You see, I felt the Lord give me a promise a few months ago with regards to my future as a mother. I felt like He was saying that I would indeed have my own children, so I don’t need to fear the possibility of infertility. Well, He could have let me cling to that experience from months ago, yet with my period starting at the very same time as chemo was coursing through my body, it was almost as if I was receiving confirmation on that promise of fertility. That encouraged me a lot!

And remember how I mentioned that my perspective on healing had changed? Well, now I am not scared or reluctant to pray for healing in others. Just because I haven’t received healing, or received it the way I’ve wanted to, doesn’t mean I don’t pray for others to receive healing! I dare to hope, just like it says in Lamentation chapter 3, even if it is for someone else, because I know the character of God. He is loving and kind and merciful. And He knows exactly what is best for His children!

Lamentations 3:21-23: “Yet I still dare to hope when I remember this: The faithful love of the Lord never ends! His mercies never cease. Great is his faithfulness; his mercies begin afresh each morning.”

So, World Changer, you may still be wondering why I even wrote this post. I wrote it to encourage those of you who are walking through physical difficulty and don’t see healing as a possible option for you. I wrote it to encourage you to see the Lord as He truly is, as One who is able and kind, who will be there with you whether it is as a Comforter through the tough season, or as a Healer right now! Dear One, you are going to have great impact. Whether that comes through a testimony of miraculous healing, or through a testimony of walking through a dark season. Stay close to the Father and reject bitterness. Who knows what He has waiting for you just around the bend!

We, your female IntenCity Leaders, love you and are here to encourage you, listen to you, and walk with you through any season life throws at you. You are cherished and much loved! Here for you always.



Overcoming My Miscarriage

Dear World Changer,

We’ve been doing an “Overcoming” Series lately. Some of these posts have been about overcoming past events, and some, like this one, is learning how to overcome while you’re still walking through it.


One month ago Kyle and I lost a baby.

It was devastating as we looked at the ultrasound and didn’t see a heartbeat. We were so excited to be parents. Every decision we had to make, we had this little babe in mind.

I told Kyle by writing “I’m pregnant” on a pizza.


We told our parents with signs and Starbucks mugs.


We told our IntenCity leaders and close friends.

I’ve learned recently how many families suffer in silence when they miscarry. They tell you to wait 3 months before sharing the news for this reason. But more than anything, I’m glad we told a lot of people. I’m glad there were people to be excited with us and to mourn with us. And like any other situation whether it’s a miscarriage, going through a parents divorce, bullying, depression, anxiety…you should never suffer in silence.

We’ve learned a lot through this. A lot about ourselves, about faith, about healing. We shared this with our youth a few weeks ago and if you want to hear the “live” version, head over to IntenCity Youth’s podcast on iTunes.

We (Kyle and I), don’t share this for the “I’m sorry’s,” or the attention, or any other reason than we just want to be role models. And being a role model doesn’t mean JUST being an example in good times, but it’s being an example in the rough parts of life too. And we haven’t handled it perfectly. Not at all. But when I was younger, I would have died for someone to model how to cling to Jesus when life sucks. Because when I looked around me, when life threw a curve ball most turned to drugs and alcohol.

I don’t want to see a Christian go through good things, I want to see a Christian go through bad stuff because that really shows how tight you are with Jesus. And being tight with Jesus doesn’t mean you handle things perfectly, but it means that as you’re walking through the journey imperfectly, you’re walking with Him.

So here’s what a miscarriage has taught me.

Peace is a Thing…A Great Thing 

So often people pray that you’d have peace through sucky stuff, but rarely do we say “I accept that peace.”

I see a common pattern in how God works through cancer, divorce, death, feeling like our dreams have fallen apart etc.

It’s that a lot of the time, he calms you before He stops the circumstance.

I mean, could you imagine if He just babied us and stopped everything and attended to our every need right away? We wouldn’t grow. We wouldn’t get stronger. All through Bible College I heard the phrase “God cares more about your character than your comfort.” And boy does that ring true! And I’m glad He does. He really is a good good father.

Ever heard the term “storm” for rough seasons of life? Well, God gives peace while it’s still raining. 2 days after the ultrasound tech told us there was no heartbeat we were sitting in the doctor’s office to discuss options on how to get the baby out. And peace filled that room. Peace filled our hearts. And peace doesn’t mean you’re not crying or hurting or broken. But peace is this trust in God that you know everything is going to be okay and that He’s working behind the scenes to make everything come together for your good and you can’t see it at first but you know it’s there.

God gives peace that goes beyond our understanding. What that means it that you’re going to feel peace when it doesn’t make sense to have peace. Your world is crashing down yet you’re calm. And that’s a blessing. And I’ll say it again and again…I accept that peace.

Get Your Hopes Up

God brought me back to the story of when Jesus walks on water and Peter asked if he could walk on water too.

Peter asked Jesus “If this is really you Jesus, let me walk on water too.” And as he stepped out of the boat he saw 2 options. He saw the giant waves that could cause him to drown, and he saw Jesus. And seeing 2 options of how this could go (drowning or Jesus saving) caused doubt and that made him begin to sink.


We need to see one way…Jesus.


4 days after we got told we were miscarrying I got called into the doctor’s office immediately. My doctor looks at me and said “I’ve never seen this before, I’m 99% sure you’ve miscarried but there is this small chance your baby is alive.”

And at that moment, I had a decision to make.

Now most of you know my past. I’ve been a part of the stats since I was a kid.

I was in the 50% of kids whose parents divorce

I was the One in 20 who will experience death of a parent

I was in the 50% of families that are blended families

I was the 1 in 6 who get sexually assaulted


And so I just figured I would be the 20% of pregnancies that end in miscarriage.


***But you can’t base your theology off of your experience***


I was seeing 2 ways instead of one. I was seeing my baby dead and I was seeing Jesus. All my life it just seemed like if something bad was going to happen, it was coming MY way. So as a kid, I made the decision to never get my hopes up, then I would never be disappointed, and I would never have to grieve again.

I didn’t want to get disappointed. I didn’t want to get my hopes up that this baby was alive. I even told my doctor “I have zero hopes.” I didn’t want to believe in a miracle then have to grieve all over again. But I pushed myself to just see Jesus. To have the faith the size of a mustard seed and to get my hopes up (to be honest, it felt like my faith was a quarter of a mustard seed). But I prayed every 30 seconds that God would breathe life into this child. I got my hopes up.

Because faith is a RISK.

Next day it was confirmed that the baby had been dead for 3 weeks. It was a miscarriage. And I had to grieve all over again. But getting our hopes up wasn’t for nothing. It brought us to a new depth with Jesus, a new faith level.

Remember the woman in the Bible who was bleeding for 12 years? She had tried everything. She spent ALL she had on doctor’s visits getting her hopes up that she would be healed. Nothing worked. She heard Jesus was in town. I bet she had to make the decision, do I get my hopes up? There’s going to be a huge crowd, will I even get close enough? Will I even get to see him? Do I want to go through the disappointment of not being healed again?

But she got her hopes up. She fought through the crowds and crowds of people. This type of disease made you an outcast in the town. I bet she got nasty comments and hurtful glares as she ran to Jesus.

All she did was touch the edge of Jesus’ cloak and she was healed. That was worth getting her hopes up. And Jesus said, your FAITH has healed you.

Her story and mine are different. Both worth it. I got my hopes up in Jesus, he didn’t heal my baby, but he did heal Kyle and I’s heart and continues to do so.

I’ve learned not to discount the small miracles. We only see miracles one way, and if it doesn’t happen that ONE way, we don’t say it’s a miracle. But there are ALWAYS small little miracles happening. The doctors thought there was a cancer that caused the baby to die which would mean a lot of testing and doctors appointments for me. I got the results two week ago, and it was a normal pregnancy! Be grateful for the small miracles.

Your situation has to look impossible to know it was a miracle.

If you look at all the miracles in the Bible, each looked impossible. People who had lived with diseases all their lives who were so much considered outcasts that they weren’t even allowed in the town.

There was the little girl who was pronounced dead, Lazarus who was pronounced dead and even put in grave clothes!

We always think “God you showed up late, why didn’t you come WAY before this.” But it has to look impossible for us to know it’s a miracle. He is always right on time. And because of the impossibility of the situation, Jesus’ name was brought everywhere. People started to say, truly you are God!

Sit with grief

As a kid, I was the type of person that wanted to do everything perfect. So when I lost my Dad or went through anything else, I would just numb myself and act sad for “the right amount of time”, then get okay at the “right time;” the time that everyone told me. WRONG WAY of doing things!

Don’t let anyone tell you how to grieve. I used to think in my head, “stop telling me how I’m doing everything wrong, it’s not like I practiced loosing my Dad.”

And recently someone very wise (shoutouts to Pastor Shelley), told me, “sit with grief.” So this time around. We sat with grief. I picture grief like one of these guys (don’t make fun)


And you need to sit with grief in your bedroom, living room, wherever. You need to cry to grief, yell at grief, ask the why questions. And eventually grief will get out of your bedroom or living room and it won’t be there anymore. But if you numb yourself to grief and ignore it, grief will always be there. And it will start to look like anger and bitterness in you.

And everyone needs to sit with grief for however long you need too. Don’t worry about people pleasing, this is YOUR life, YOUR future. Deal with grief right.

Bear each other’s burdens

Never go through something alone. We’re not built for that. We need people. And it doesn’t mean that everyone on your Facebook needs to know, but SOMEONE needs to know!

Like I mentioned above, I am so thankful people knew about this.

And because people knew, we didn’t cook a meal for over a week, flowers and chocolate were brought to our house, gifts were brought to our house, family came over and cleaned and ran errands for us.

And although it’s been one of the toughest months of our lives, it’s been easier. We’ve felt like Moses. When Moses and his army were in war with the Amalekites Moses had to keep his arms raised, he had to hold the staff. And when his arms got tired, Aaron and Hur got him a rock to sit on and they each held an arm up for him, making it easier. They took some of the weight. That’s what it feels like when we bear each other’s burdens. We NEED each other! Never suffer in silence. Don’t keep things hidden and in secret, been there and done that! And the hurt and pain lasts longer.

There has to come a time when you LET GO

It’s crazy how quickly you get attached to an unborn baby. I was SO attached! For 9 weeks I had been pregnant. I had this embryo that went everywhere with me. And when it was time for surgery, I looked at Kyle and said “I don’t want them to take the baby out. Like I’m attached to this baby. It’s mine. I didn’t want it gone.”

And it painted this picture that we get attached to our storms.

But the sooner you let go, the sooner you can move on. The sooner that baby came out, the sooner I could get healthy again.

Jesus died so we could be free. Free from the burden of losing a child, or losing a parent, of the effects of divorce, of our sin, our shame and regret. Letting go comes at different stages for everybody, but it has to come. You have a purpose, God has this huge plan for your life and you can’t do it while holding onto your past.

Turn around

Remember the story of the 10 lepers?

There were 10 people with leprosy. And this disease made you an outcast in society, so much so, that they weren’t allowed inside the town so they stood outside the gates.

Jesus came by one day. And those 10 lepers stood outside the gate yelling and begging for Jesus to heal them. And he did. Jesus said “Show yourselves to the priest, you are healed.” And as they all walked away, only ONE leper turned around to thank Jesus.

Picture the one thing in your life that you really need a miracle for, or need healing from, or that one family member. And for years and years and years you’ve been praying for that. You beg God every 5 minutes and then one day, that miracle, that healing comes. And you never thank the God who did it. Imagine how that feels?

We need to turn around and be grateful. Even if the miracle doesn’t come like mine, I was taught by God to turn around for the health I’m in – a lot of stuff could have gone wrong but it didn’t. I thanked him for my husband, for the roof over my head, for our jobs, for food.

We have a lot going for us. Turn on the news for 2 seconds and you’ll realize how much we have to be thankful for.

A Friday night (Youth) or a Sunday morning shouldn’t be the only time we thank Him. TURN AROUND

Lord I will Still Love you

Even if the healing, or the miracle doesn’t come, will you still say “Lord I will still love you?”

If you lose all your money…

If you don’t get into the school you want…

If you get diagnosed with a disease or disability…

If you lose the people you love in your life…

Will you still say, Lord I love you.

I tell our youth this all the time. Jesus needs to be more than JUST Saviour, he needs to be LORD over your life.

Yes Jesus is Saviour, but that’s not all He is. If He’s only Saviour, than to you He can fail. If you only come to Him to ask for something (save me, do this for me, redeem this, give a miracle) and He doesn’t do it, He’s failed in your eyes. But when He is also LORD over your life, He can never fail because you KNOW he’s working everything together for your good whether it looks that way or not. Whether the miracle comes or not. Whether you get healed or not. He wants more than just “do this and do that.” He wants this personal relationship, this deep connection.

Put your life in his hands. Make Him LORD over your life, not just Saviour.


The cover picture for this post was a photo shoot Kyle and I did not too long ago. It was supposed to be the shoot where we would announce our pregnancy. But instead, it’s a reminder that my God is good. It’s a testimony that we’re okay. Okay enough to still do the shoot. Okay because we trust in God and His plans. And okay, because when our baby first opened their eyes, they saw Jesus.

What a perfect life for that child. And one day, we’ll get to meet our little treasure in Heaven.

Pastor Natasha
















Overcoming Pride

“I don’t struggle with pride. Maybe other people do, but pride has never been a problem for me.”

 Remember when you were in grade 8 and you felt like you were at the top of the food chain? “I’m graduating this year! Goodbye, suckers! Muahaha.”

Remember how you felt when you entered grade 9? “Look at those grade 8’s…they think they’re all that!”

And then grade 10… “Puny grade 9’s! They know nothing!”

… and so on!

And it doesn’t just end after highschool. I’ve recently found myself falling into the mentality that “I have a kid now: no one else understands life at all until they have kids!”

THIS IS PRIDE. When we put ourselves above someone else in any way, it is pride. Who gives you the strength to get through school? Who gives you family? Who gives you gifts and talents, intelligence, and a brain? Who gives you breath in your lungs and allows you to live another day?

Is not everything God’s? So then we should live like it!

If this is you, and it was certainly me, I’m here to tell you that EVERYONE struggles with pride.

In my last blog I talked about overcoming fear, and in this blog, I want to share with you some insight on GOOD fear; the Fear of the Lord. In other words, when we acknowledge, respect, and revere God, it keeps us from falling into sin.

“Through love and faithfulness sin is atoned for;

through the fear of the Lord evil is avoided.” Proverbs 16:6

“Wisdom’s instruction is to fear the LORD, and humility comes before honor.” Proverbs 15:33
Let’s take a look in the bible:


Ever heard of King Nebuchadnezzar? He was King of Babylon when Israel was defeated and captured. He was the one who had a strange dream that only Daniel was able to interpret. And he was the one who threw “Rack, Shack, and Benny” into a fiery furnace for not bowing down to the idol. After all this he knew that God was the One True God, and yet he still took pride in believing that he had built up Babylon and that its majesty should glorify himself. But then he had another dream and Daniel interpreted that one as well. And it came true one day when King Nebuchadnezzar stood on his rooftop and proclaimed “Is not this the great Babylon I have built as the royal residence, by my mighty power and for the glory of my majesty?”

Immediately Nebuchadnezzar was driven away from people to live with wild animals and eat grass like an ox for 7 years! And at the end of that time, Nebuchadnezzar raised his eyes toward heaven, and his sanity was restored. Then he praised God and honored and glorified him and was restored as King. (Read the full story in Daniel 4)

Now fast forward to when Nebuchadnezzar is dead and his son, Belshazzar is now King. King Belshazzar worshipped the gods of silver and gold and partied a lot. Even though he knew all that his Father Nebuchadnezzar went through, he became full of pride just like his father had, and did not acknowledge that GOD was the one who allowed him to be in power and that GOD was ultimately King over ALL nations. One night he had a party – and this particular party was happening WHILE there were armies outside the walls of Babylon preparing to attack. Belshazzar knew this but put too much confidence in the protection of the city walls. (He had the attitude of entitlement, since he did not have to fight for the kingdom but inherited it from his dad. This is another form of pride.) So God sent a warning to King Belshazzar by writing on the wall of the palace. Nobody could explain the meaning, and guess who he had to call to interpret….. Daniel! And still Belshazzar in all his pride acts like he doesn’t even know who Daniel is! “Are you Daniel, one of the exiles my father the king brought from Judah?”

Uh, rude! Daniel was his father’s Chief Advisor, how does he NOT know who Daniel is?!

But Daniel interprets the writing anyways, which, to sum it up, basically tells Belshazzar that God has his days numbered and they’re up, and that the Babylonian kingdom will be divided.

And what happens? King Belshazzar continues to party! And later that night, the Medes and Persians attack and capture Babylon, and they kill Belshazzar. (Read the full story in Daniel 5)

So here we have two stories of pride. Father and son stories.

The father’s story teaches us that pride cannot be dealt with on our own. Only God can humble us, and if we are willing to listen to Him, he will restore us.

The son’s story shows us that pride, not dealt with, comes before a fall, as it says in Proverbs 16:18: “Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall.”

To sum it all up, here are 3 steps on how to Overcome Pride:


  1. Fear God – acknowledge and revere his power and authority over ALL CREATION. “The heart of man plans his way, but the LORDestablishes his steps.” Proverbs 16:9


  1. Confess Pride – “However, you must confess that you have done wrong, and that you have rebelled against the LORD your God. You must confess that you have given yourself to foreign gods under every green tree, and have not obeyed my commands,’ says the LORD.” Jeremiah 3:13


  1. Learn humility – Janet Chismar says it well: It is our nature to be proud and it is God’s nature in us that brings humility. Committing to a lifestyle of daily dying to ourselves and living through Him is the foundation for true humility.

“Then he said to the crowd, “If any of you wants to be my follower, you must turn from your selfish ways, take up your cross daily, and follow me.”’ Luke 9:23


Overcoming Fear

Dear World Changer,

Fall is such a busy season, for everyone, for many different reasons! For many it’s the beginning of a new school year, along with preparing for upcoming holidays such as thanksgiving and Christmas! (Woops, I said the “C” word :P) And many of us really don’t want to be thinking that far ahead. But I just LOVE fall. It’s my favourite season; the colours of the trees, the smell of the crisp air, the warm drinks and desserts, and of course, the cuddles! Not only do I love the way it looks and feels, I also love what it represents: a new season! However, there are many negative things that come with a new season; the fear of change, the fear of failure, the fear of rejection… the common denominator being FEAR.

How can we be ready to do what God is calling us to do if we let our fear hold us back?

I mean, there’s so much to fear in life, right? What do others think of me? Will I say the right thing? Will I do the right thing? If I mess up, will it ruin my life? Where will I end up? Will I make enough money? Will I be happy? Do people even care about me? How do I make a difference?

It’s overwhelming. Fear is the sole reason for all of our worries, and we’ve become so accustomed to feeling worry and fear that we actually believe it is okay because everyone fears and worries, and how can we not?

Well, I’m not a bible scholar or a seminary graduate of any kind, nor do I consider myself perfect. But today I do hope to share with you some insight for how to overcome the natural human tendency to fear. And as I remind you of these things, I am also reminding myself. For it is seldom that I go even a day without consciously realizing I’m stuck in my negative thoughts of worry.

First of all, we can be sure that God did not create us to worry. In the beginning with Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden, everything was as it should be, and our relationship with God was flawless. It even talks of them walking WITH God through the garden! However, when the Devil (or serpent) tempted Eve and then Adam to sin, their eyes were opened to their nakedness and they hid from God out of FEAR. (Genesis 1-3) So from this we see that fear came from sin and that it was not meant to be.

It was fear of the ‘giants’ that caused the Israelites to wander in the desert for 40 years instead of entering into the promised land. (Numbers 13:17-14:35)

It was fear that caused Peter to begin to sink when he was already walking on the water toward Jesus. (Matthew 14:22-33)

It was worry that caused people to sin because they would put too much emphasis on the things they didn’t have or the things they needed rather than trusting that God will provide. (Luke 12:22-34)

Sin causes fear and fear causes sin. And we begin to reap the consequences of our actions, such as not being at peace, struggling with anxiety, getting physically sick from stress, and even such things as depression if we dwell too long on the things that we should not!


So how do we stop ourselves??


Here is one of my favourite passages of scripture on overcoming fear: (I know it’s long but please read the whole thing, it will be such a blessing!)

Psalm 91
Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress,
my God, in whom I trust.”

Surely he will save you
from the fowler’s snare
and from the deadly pestilence.
He will cover you with his feathers,
and under his wings you will find refuge;
his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
You will not fear the terror of night,
nor the arrow that flies by day,
nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,
nor the plague that destroys at midday.
A thousand may fall at your side,
ten thousand at your right hand,
but it will not come near you.
You will only observe with your eyes
and see the punishment of the wicked.

If you say, “The Lord is my refuge,”
and you make the Most High your dwelling,
no harm will overtake you,
no disaster will come near your tent.
For he will command his angels concerning you
to guard you in all your ways;
they will lift you up in their hands,
so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
You will tread on the lion and the cobra;
you will trample the great lion and the serpent.

“Because he loves me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue him;
I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.
He will call on me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honor him.
With long life I will satisfy him
and show him my salvation.”


This is amazing imagery! God is our Protector no matter what we’re going through! If that doesn’t give you confidence – that Jesus always has your back – I don’t know what does!

Not only does this passage give us a vivid explanation on how He will deliver us, it also is quite clear on what we can do to keep our thoughts from wandering to fearful and worrisome thoughts: Calling on Him! We are to admit aloud that we need Him and constantly remind ourselves of His promises.
So here are more of His promises:


“I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart, I have overcome the world.” John 16:33


“Fear not, for  I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” Isaiah 41:10


“There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been made perfect in love.” 1 John 4:18


“[Cast] all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.” 1 Peter 5:7


“The weapons we fight with are the not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.” 2 Corinthians 10:4-5


Therefore, make every effort to attain self-control, control of the mind and of the spirit and of the body, memorizing scripture, and calling on God to keep yourself from fear, anxiety, and worry. Learn to be content in any and every situation that you may be focused on praising His name rather than worrying about what’s coming next.


Overcoming fear is a constant journey but it makes change and transitions so much easier when we trust in God to take care of all of our needs. Oh how the world would look so different if no one ever worried.  I pray this for you and for me today and always, that we may be the change and all would see our peace and joy. I know that “my God will meet all of your needs according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus”. (Philippians 4:19)


“To God our Father be glory for ever and ever. Amen.” (Philippians 4:20)




Advice on Going Back to School

Dear World Changer,

Tomorrow is your first day back at school so I thought I’d share some advice with y’all that has stuck with me through high school and post secondary. Here’s SEVEN things I want to challenge you with for this school year:

  1. People don’t like you as much as you think they do. Ouch right? Let me explain this one. In high school, all I wanted to do was people please. Many of us want people to like us right? I went through so much anxiety, worry and stress trying to get everyone to like me. I would wear the right things, say the right things, act the right way until one day someone blurted this phrase out. I’m trying to please all these people and I’m thinking it’s working, but over HALF of them won’t ever think about me at night, ask me how I’m doing on a bad day, text me when it’s a rough week, or even ask to hangout outside of school. I’m turning into someone else trying to please people that actually aren’t real friends and to be honest, I didn’t respect ANY of them either! Tip: Be yourself, and true friends will be drawn in. Friends that will text you, that will stand by you, and that will like you no matter what clothes you have on. The rest – aren’t worth it!
  2. Be a leader not a follower. I’m at the stage of life now where I can clearly see where everyone from my high school ended up in life. What blew my mind was that the popular kids/leader of the path/”cool ones”/ones who peer pressured everyone into doing drugs and drinking —- they are all still living at home with their parents unemployed. They don’t know what they want to do in life. Why? Because they spent four INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT years pleasing people and focusing on being the IT person, that they weren’t focusing on who they wanted to be and where they wanted to go. The only goals they had in high school was how many people they could hook up with and how much they could drink before passing out. They were called the leaders of the pack, but they were really just following people’s expectations. Advice: Be a leader not a follower. Don’t follow the crowds but instead lead yourself into someone of character, integrity and wisdom. Someone who works hard. Someone who had values. Someone who has dreams. And people will want to follow THAT!
  3. Hard Work Gets you Places – In school, many just show up. I’m challenging you to SHOW UP WELL. Be all in. Work your tail off! We’re a generation that likes the easiest, fastest way possible. Advice: Don’t take the lazy, easy, fast route. Put the hard work in. Proverbs 12:11 says – “Those who work their land will have abundant food, but those who chase fantasies have no sense.” Work your land and you’ll reap the blessings.
  4. Curses could be Blessings – You may be put into a class with no friends, you may have the worst teacher, things may not go your way, you may be put WAY out of your comfort zone. Let me encourage you  – the most scary/hard times could be right in the middle of God’s will. You may have that mean teacher because they need encouragement and God has chosen you to bring it. You may be put into a class with zero friends because then you’ll be willing to see other students who have none and God wants YOU to talk to them. Jesus doesn’t care about your comfort, he cares about your CHARACTER. Character is sometimes built in the scary moments. What we think is a curse – might just be a HUGE blessing.
  5. Drama isn’t worth it – Oh the drama. It’s going to happen. It may not happen the first week back, but it’s coming! Here’s advice from proverbs. Proverbs 15:18 “A hot-tempered person stirs up conflict, but the one who is patient calms a quarrel.” Drama turns up the heat. It gets you angry when people spread lies about you. BUT I’m challenging you to be the bigger person. You get hot-tempered, and you make the flames higher. You stay calm and speak with gentleness, you put out the fire. One word….character. Have character in all you do. Be known as the person with integrity and kindness.
  6. Don’t revert back to old habits – For many of you, you went OVPC, you were a part of the Forge, many awesome encounters happened over the summer and I’ve heard SO many testimonies of how you guys have gotten a solid consistent devo life happening! Don’t revert back to old habits now that school is starting. When Moses went up on the mountain top to hear from God, the Israelites got impatient. Now every time Israel got impatient – they did something stupid, then they begged God for forgiveness, God showed up, all was well, and then they would get impatient again and repeat the whole cycle. This particular time was no different. Moses was taking too long for their likings, so Israel built a golden calf and started worshipping that! They revert back to their old habits every. single. time. Let me challenge you – when you start getting impatient with God, or you start getting really busy again, don’t revert back to your old habits of not reading scripture, not showing up to youth, not meeting up with your mentor etc. Busyness is never an excuse for giving God your leftovers. In the busyness of school – praise him. When He’s not showing up fast enough for you – praise Him. When you don’t FEEL like reading your Bible – still do it. WHY? Because your faith shouldn’t be based off your feelings. It’s deeper than that.
  7. You could be the only Jesus your school sees: I’m going to start this one with a Bible story.

Story of the 10 Virgins/Bridesmaids

“At that time the kingdom of heaven will be like ten virgins who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom. Five of them were foolish and five were wise. The foolish ones took their lamps but did not take any oil with them. The wise ones, however, took oil in jars along with their lamps. The bridegroom was a long time in coming, and they all became drowsy and fell asleep.

 “At midnight the cry rang out: ‘Here’s the bridegroom! Come out to meet him!’

 “Then all the virgins woke up and trimmed their lamps. The foolish ones said to the wise, ‘Give us some of your oil; our lamps are going out.’

 “‘No,’ they replied, ‘there may not be enough for both us and you. Instead, go to those who sell oil and buy some for yourselves.’

 “But while they were on their way to buy the oil, the bridegroom arrived. The virgins who were ready went in with him to the wedding banquet. And the door was shut.

“Later the others also came. ‘Lord, Lord,’ they said, ‘open the door for us!’

“But he replied, ‘Truly I tell you, I don’t know you.’

“Therefore keep watch, because you do not know the day or the hour.

To understand this Scripture, you need to know how weddings worked back then. When a couple got engaged, they didn’t spend the next year picking out napkin designs and flower arrangements. Nooooo, they actually didn’t see each other at all! The groom would take off and the bride wouldn’t know when he was returning #nocellphonelife. So the bride would wake up every morning, bathe, put on her dress and put on perfume as if today was the day she was getting married! Her bridesmaids would do the same! Plus, they had another task. Their job was to keep lanterns lit to light the path to the bride’s house so the groom would know where she was! 5 bridesmaids were wise – they were prepared for his return ANY day. 5 were foolish and instead of working hard and being prepared…they fell asleep! The groom shows up one random day, and only HALF the community was lit because 5 bridesmaids were sleeping instead of getting ready! It sent a mixed message to the community!

Many of us go to church, read the Word, talk about Jesus in our connect groups but when we get to school, we’re quiet. We act a different way. We talk a different way. But we still say we’re Christian if anyone asks. But what kind of message does that send to our schools? They see people going ALL IN for Jesus and starting up Christian groups, and sharing Jesus with everyone, but then they see the other half that says their Christian but acts different.

This sends the same message as those bridesmaids. The community is only getting half lit. Our schools are getting a mixed message about who Jesus is.

Jesus could be coming back ANY day now. If he was coming tonight – would you be happy with how you’ve lived? Have you represented Christ well?

Go all in this year. Don’t get caught up in drama, people pleasing, laziness and peer pressure. Live for Jesus. You could be the only Jesus your classmates see.

I’m praying for ALL of you this week! Can’t wait to hear how God is using you in your schools!

If you guys have any questions, need advice for this year or want to request a certain topic for the next blog post – go to the CONTACT page! Also, keep your eyes open for our “Overcoming” Series! This upcoming weekend we’ll be talking about “Overcoming Low Self-Esteem.”

Pastor Natasha



Don’t Tap Out

Dear World Changer,

For me summer is an interesting time of year for two reasons. On one hand, it’s a season that calls for slowing down a little more and doing things we usually don’t get to do. However, summer can be very busy managing things like part time jobs and doing additional schooling. These two opposing forces I think tend to work against us sometimes into a place of making excuses. The area of our lives that I think suffers the most from excuses is our relationship with God.

When I was a teenager, I saw summer as an opportunity not just to relax but I also used it as an excuse to tap out of my relationship with God. In my teenage years, I was September to June Christian. I pursued God during the school year and weeks before school started I would spend time with Jesus. When I look back I was shallow to approach my relationship with God in that way. I’m thankful for God’s mercy and grace towards me to be patient to teach me the following lesson: following Christ isn’t a trend, it’s a way of life.

One day I was doing my devotions in Luke 9:57-62 and it talks about the cost of following Jesus (I’d encourage you to read it when you get the opportunity). An additional verse that went along with the passage is found in Luke 9:23 (NLT) and it says:

“Then he said to the crowd, “if any of you wants to be my follower, you must give up your way, take up your cross daily and follow me”

 There are two things we can learn from this passage. First, following Christ means that we set aside our ways for His. Secondly, following Christ is a daily choice we make. It is not a one time event, it is something that continues over our entire life. With those lessons in mind, as we enter the thick of summer I want to encourage you to not let your relationship with God fall by the wayside. God is never done. There is so much for us to learn. There is so much He wants to say. We need to posture ourselves to consciously be aware of God’s presence.

If summer is the period where you get the most rest or it’s a different time of year, my message is the same. Don’t tap out on Jesus because He certainly doesn’t stop chasing after us. Whether you’re working, resting or having fun recognize that summer is an opportunity to grow in God in a way that is different during the school year. This summer is presents a great opportunity to restart your devotional life that can set you up for the upcoming school year (I know too soon to mention this!) and beyond,

I challenge you to take your relationship with God to the next level this summer. Be mindful of how you spend your time I find during summer the days can just pass you by if you’re not intentional (I mean can you believe we’re in August!!). I love this expression that says ‘stop counting the days and make the days count’. Don’t settle for what you’ve already experienced of Him because there is so much more!